where is the off switch?

Allex and I broke up, I just wanna turn off my emotions, and sleep for months upon months.

I wanna go into my cocoon, and become a butterfly.

He says he cares, yet, he says the meanest things in the world.

My friends tell me to stop talking to him, and just move on, but I can't.

I care too much about him.

I still want him like I did back in like April.

How long am I gonna be a fool for this kid?